{"id":240,"date":"2015-10-05T19:50:34","date_gmt":"2015-10-06T00:50:34","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/jillmaria.com\/wordpress\/?p=240"},"modified":"2016-08-22T14:53:33","modified_gmt":"2016-08-22T19:53:33","slug":"the-failures-of-youth","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/jillmaria.com\/?p=240","title":{"rendered":"The Failures of Youth"},"content":{"rendered":"<div class=\"_1dwg\">\n<div id=\"js_h3\" class=\"_5pbx userContent\" data-ft=\"{&quot;tn&quot;:&quot;K&quot;}\">\n<p>I remember my very first high school concert as a nervous director. I went to raise the stand a little after I already started a choir piece. The TOP of the stand came off in my hand, and the choir started snickering. I tried holding stand with left hand and directing with right for a moment, and realized that was not going to work. I stopped, spun around on one foot and held up the top of the music stand and said, &#8220;I told Mr Ding (<a class=\"profileLink\" href=\"https:\/\/www.facebook.com\/barbara.ding\" data-hovercard=\"\/ajax\/hovercard\/user.php?id=1739023184\">Barbara Vieth Ding<\/a>) that I felt like I was falling apart today, but didn&#8217;t mean this literally!&#8221; People laughed, I turned around, we regrouped and started the song again. Holy Man, that was in the fall of 1993&#8230;.. 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